Same Old, Same Old...

To reflect upon a certain time line that drifts by as silent as the coming of a new dawn is an effort to make in deciding whether those memories are worth reflecting upon, whether you could learn something from your mistakes. Then again, there are those egotistical individuals who are as stubborn as to not admit their faults even when they know it is without any kind of resolve.

As words form at my fingertips, I reminisce my moments filled with fairy dusts and pixies along with the sweet and mystifying fruits I bore in life and the usual demons that came with it. I noticed how some of my perspectives have altered and how a person could give less to be a little more understanding. I have lost a lifelong friend in a battle of substantiating something that is already perceptible. I had been so wrapped up in my bubble that I fail to realize that true friends have been by my side all along. A simple selfless act could eventually go a long way and I have had my moments with karma.

Couldn’t I just be same old, same old me? I could run in the meadow without a care in the world and soar high up touching the clouds with my smile, nevertheless, my feet would eventually have to touch the ground again someday and reality will force itself upon me.

I know that deep down each of us feels the same each year, dragging our behind, reluctant with changes but as long as we remember who we are, who we were brought up to be and the magic behind all tears, “change” will look a lot more like the morning dew on grasses. I’ve had my fair share of bliss and frustration; still, I will cling onto good memories as well.

It is just another more day to welcome 1st January 2010 and I have planted them happy thoughts in my head as the minutes tick by.

Me, as Tinker Bell @ HobbyCon 2009
Credits to David Shia for photograph & Kent Chan for editing

Fairy dust and happy thoughts anyone? Happy New Year 2010 and have a happily ever after from me!